February 2012
1 post
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1 post
December 2011
6 posts
November 2011
3 posts
May 2011
3 posts
April 2010
2 posts
As I wait here
In the spa chair the presence of something beyond this is absent - completely gone. Heads are hear as they should be, nowhere else. Where to start, where to start? Meaning nothing sits between this and everything else. This is nobodies world. We are of the world. Drilling, sawing, filling, powder. Jet waves splash pristine blue water about. Rush. Prom shoes. Car charger. Don’t feel it...
Can you not -
Reblog every picture you see. It’s sooooooooo fucking annoying. Kthxbye.
March 2010
1 post
I have one of those passion surges today. It feels really good to be warm. Mmm, my heart. My head is on a hiatus.
February 2010
1 post
Don’t be resentful and mad - it’s very unbecoming.
January 2010
2 posts
I finally realized what -
“Working for free” means.
It’s an invitation to be given the life of someone else. All I can say is up, and out.
And real, paying, flirting, social work at 2. I’ll start working for free when the mood strikes. Some feeling tells me that this offer will probably stick around.
This is good to know -
dearyellowbird:
Year 2010 Overview One of the things that never seems to come across in those generic descriptions of Capricorns is their inherent sweetness. You’re every bit as kind and caring as anyone else (if not more so), but have a tendency to hide it behind a mask that downplays your vulnerability. Now that Pluto (the planet which is best at blowing things up) has moved into your sign,...
December 2009
10 posts
As 2010 approaches,
I really feel a sense of change approaching, not because I “know” and because it is opaque, and perennial and whatever you may have. I know, because each day is one more progressive step in the right direction. It could very well be up and it could just as easily be down. Not down, but you know, downnnnnn. It is as though the mist, that quite honestly is not so bewildering to me has...
People only stare at you-
because you are out of the ordinary.
That should be the best feeling ever.
Hi, my name is Ian-
And I need to learn not to fucking lose shit!
Especially ATM cards. Thank the baby jesus for online banking that takes place with the quickness, but fuck! Come on!
You are too much fun-
to fuck with that is. I love how nobody never knows who you really are. They will tear your shit up. When your dogma becomes their stigma or vice versa it is like a crucifixion every time you speak. If it shines you’re happy. If it is sparkly you’re happy. If it was free you’re happy. If it was a joke you’re happy. If it’s Prada you’re happy. If it’s you...
Cry me a river,
build me a bridge and get the fuck over it.
Be a wise man and sell that bridge, burning it would be a bad investment.
Anyways, I shouldn’t be blogging and drinking this delicious Dunkin Donuts coffee.
I should be getting in the shower!
November 2009
10 posts
Two tears and a bucket. Fuck it.
“Civilization is the progress toward a society of privacy. The savage’s whole existence is public, ruled by the laws of his tribe. Civilization is the process of setting man free from men.”
-Ayn Rand
Oh, and most importantly-
SAVE
SAVE
SAVE
SAVE
I
CAN
SPEND
LATER.
Cooperative Agencies -
I love that.
I love love too. That should be pretty obvious though.
What to do:Brainstorm, brainstorm, brainstorm, ——>draw up a plan<——, and don’t let my not so overly inflated ego get in the way.
Oh and apparently,
as much as I care about other people - “I am selfish and give a fuck about nobody but myself. “.
You better choke on those words motherfucker cause I’ll cut you.
When it rains,
It honestly fucking pours.
I can total a new car, and lose my little baby louie all in a matter of 5 days.
Better things will come, because things happen for a reason. And I refuse to be carless, and walletless. It just takes time(I need to learn that, or at least process it).
October 2009
9 posts
The 1st step:
Is admitting you have a problem.
Is admitting you are a hypocrit.
The second is admitting you are contradictory.
And last but definitely not least, do not be afraid to admit what it is that you want.
Realizing that
people constantly come and go in ones life is the most uplifting thing. The reality of it in it’s midst is sort of dreary, but the dream that something better awaits is fucking amazing. I honestly don’t even know the purpose of relationships. Is it a social construct type thing? Or is it an innate characteristic of the will? Or is it for biological surplus of us robots. Either way they...
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A trip,
to Mt. Charleston would be fucking lovely.
Away time is long overdue.
Thank you,
I am very glad we came to a mutual understanding.
Stay up…
Truth is beauty,
and my truth makes you the most beautiful thing.
September 2009
4 posts
I realize
that the more I have gotten to know you, the less I understand.
Besides the fact that I let my own selfish feelings get in the way, you do not really give me a reason not to. You actually give me every reason to let my feelings get in the way. You have let your own insecurities tumble down through conversations - and do not think I won’t quote you. As much as I love the attention I do not...